Maternity leave is officially over for this Momma y’all. The last two weeks were an easier transition back than expected (I didn’t work very many hours); however, I was still having a very difficult time coping. Yes, there were a couple of ‘I’m worried she will be sad I’m gone’ and ‘I hope her grandmas will know how to react when her reflux flares up’ thoughts running through my mind. More so, I thought ‘I’m going to miss the crap out of this amazing babe!’
For selfish reasons, I wish I could be a stay-at-home mom. I was raised by two amazing parents who did everything to make my life an amazing life and to make me feel loved and cared for; however, they both ran a business which required a lot of their time. I always swore I would give more of my time to my kids and wished their childhood be a bit different than mine was.